What have I become?

I detest everything so much. I just had experience that was horrible and as much as I’ve probably wanted to do it before I was able to contain myself. I slapped Robert on the head. Though it wasn’t hard enough to be sore I still feel awful and ashamed. What has happened to me? I feel like Rebekah 1 was destroyed and Rebekah 2 is totally different and can’t match up to number 1. I feel a bit ashamed to be writing this but this blog is about brain injury and being honest and though some of what is said is not pleasant, it’s honest.

So apologises but I’m not gonna avoid the horrid stuff. On an up note I’m going out for dinner with James’s family so that should be nice!