Slipping further…

Continuation from my last post about being down after physio really crappy feeling I’ve wrote a blog about this before I think but I’m just so disturbed by it. I need to get my left hand to work cause it was always on my agenda at some point to have children but now I can’t get it out of my head you can’t really do anything a baby needs with one hand. (Feed it, wash it, change it’s clothes, change nappies etc) and I know people will say the dad can help but he will need to go to work etc, so really unless we were to employ someone full time but wouldn’t want to feel like I’m basically being replaced as a mum. These thoughts are so hard to deal with when they appear.