Today is James’ birthday. He has entered into his last year in his 20s! To celebrate this occasion we (me, James and his family) are heading out for dinner in Hillsborough! So I got all dressed and Angela came up and did my makeup so i was happy.

Then I took this picture and my happiness dissolved. Im annoyed I can’t keep my stupid left arm out in a ‘natural’ position. It should be easy but my stupid damaged brain can’t remember the path way so it always pulls in. It’s cause it thinks in is the safe ‘fetal’ position nothing will hurt it but how wrong that is if there’s a sharp object coming at me and I can’t really actively move that ridiculous arm.