Warning: depressing post

I have been crying this morning. I feel like this might be over sharing but at the same time this is my escapism writing here. I have been crying this morning. I am supposed to be married now and I thought i might be thinking kids at this stage. But I never imagined I would only have one working hand/arm and have lost balance/ability to walk.

This is just so terrible i really hope I’m looking back in a year and thinking if only I knew what would happen in the future! (Good things hopefully)