Struggling

I get that this doesn’t make any sense after saying I own it in the last blog. I do still own it but I’m just sort of struggling. This is a massive adjustment to life. I’m just struggling to cope with the adjustment to how my life was ‘expected’ to be. This is another lesson I’ve learned ‘DON’T EXPECT ANYTHING’. How long will this last? How long will I need to put my life on hold? And I know what you’re thinking ‘you don’t have to put your life on hold’ which I know is true and I don’t mean to be ungrateful for all the stuff I still have going for me, but I’m still struggling to this adjustment. Seriously STRUGGLING.