Made to feel better as usual by my fantastic uncle! I was messaging him this morning about how sad I was and how much hatred I felt for not being able to do much for myself anymore. As always he rescued me at the prefect time. He went on to explain it was a good thing I had such strong feelings. “As someone once said away back when you were still in hospital the fact that you have strong emotional reactions to your situation is actually a very positive thing in as much as it indicates just how intact you are” we just need a way for me to deal with being in this situation presently as it will not be permanent.