Where did the memory of my year of engagement go?
Like I had physical injury. No major blood loss. No surgery to remove things so where did it go? Where did it actually go? Did it just disappear? Is that what happens as memories they aren’t physical things… they can vanish like they never existed. Like it never happens. I feel so horrified and distraught when I look at these photos. This whole situation doesn’t seem real. I could still be 24 and nothing would have changed. I could wake up from this crazy nightmare and it’s 2016.