I’ve only lived in lockdown

Heard on the radio this morning the uk has been in lockdown 87 days. Which is terrible. I never would have imagined times like this. Seriously scary. Will we ever get our lives back?

But it made me think about my situation. I understand we are all different and I don’t want to seem that I’m taking away from everyone being in lockdown. But made me think…I’ve been in my own personalised lockdown for 1339 days. From my accident. No one to blame (maybe myself but let’s not get into that). And no possibility for a ‘cure’.

Suppose the light at the end of the tunnel is just if i keep working I should get somewhere.

I really hope someone is able to develop a vaccine for this Covid19. But even so I don’t imagine we’ll be able to go back to my last memory of ‘living’.